life is full with adventure :)

life for me is a mystery..kita xtahu ape yg akan berlaku..dlu aku pernah bcita2 nk jd lawyer..not once in my entire life aku nk kje jd ckgu..but must be my fate to be a teacher and teaching english..bagi aku..da 2bln aku mgajar..aku ase sgt ssh nk ajar dak2 ni english..tmbhn plak sek ni kat rural area..biasela kampung..nela nk gne sgt english..tp aku ksian..most of my students malay..english die sgt truk..aku ase english dak2 drjh 1 pn lg better dr diorg..de yg ley in english..tp xramai..dlm cls yg aku teach de la dlm 2 3 org yg ley n understnd english.. aku dlu sek kat kg gak..blaja jgk english..mgkin sikap diorg...english is simple for me..tp bg diorg english susah..diorg xnk try speak in english even srh diorg bce pn diorg xnk..malu katenye..aku slalu srh diorg bace dlm cls supaya aku ley tgk n dgr diorgnye pronounciation..tp nk bace pn malu..diorg ckp diorg xpanadai..mmg -ve thinking...mmg melayu sejati..kdg2 aku give up..nk ajar pn xde smgt..tgk plak muke dak2 ni..lg la ase down gle..ble aku ngaja diorg ley bork2 kat blkg..wat kje len..xbwk buku..n mostly klu u'all nk tau..dak2 lelaki yg wat mslh dlm clss..pttla xrmai llaki msk IPT..aku sdh tgk bgsa aku mcm 2..aku ksian ble fikirkn mse depan students aku..most of them form poor families..mgkin diorg ni xksh..tp aku kish..aku xnk tgk diorg gagal..but for them i am annoying..rough and not good enough to teach them...huhuhu